So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?
And on and on From the moment I wake to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side, just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line just to see if you care
Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say
Don't you shiver Shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you But you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you
And on and on From the moment I wake to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side, just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line just to see if you care
Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say
Don't you shiver Don't you shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you Yeah I'll always be waiting for you Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you I will always be waiting
And it's you I see but you don't see me And it's you I hear so loud and so clear I sing it loud and clear And I'll always be waiting for you
So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention And you know how much I need you But you never even see me.
Today was the first time that I watched Eminem and Rihanna's music video Love the Way you Lie. I must say that I am very attracted to Megan Fox. She's hot (sorry for the lack of a better word). She can be gorgeous if she looked good without makeup, but I don't think I've seen pictures. Anyhways, I've been listening to Anthony Green all day. I love his voice. I find it beautiful.
Favorite song as of right now: I Felt Free by Circa Survive
Yesterday I was browsing through my old blogs. I came across one in 2008 which I wrote on the first day of semester break in the middle of my 2nd year. The first line of the blog was "3 semesters down 7 more to go!" 2 years ago I wrote that! Now it's just the opposite. I've survived through 7 semesters of college and I'm left with 3 more to go. Technically I have 3 more weeks of school until it's official and hopefully I don't fail any classes because then I'd have to add 2 more semesters to my 3.
Aside from that, I've been pretty happy. My grades are pretty alright- not failing any classes. I take comfort in the fact that I get to go home next month. I wasn't suppose to go home until Christmas, but I don't think I can handle being here another 3 months without seeing my family and friends. Oh and my lungs need a break from this dirty air. I think the best feeling you could ever have after stepping off the plane from Manila is the first breath you take.
I've been missing Charles a lot lately. It seems that I've been dreaming every night for the past 2 weeks, and he's been in almost every dream that I remember. We've both been busy, and since I lost my phone we've resorted to just emailing each other. I wish there was a way he could send me his thoughts via the air or something, and that way I could hear his voice. That would be so much easier. I can't wait to see him this Christmas~ I miss waking up to his face every morning. I miss morning kisses :( It's been awhile since I've been hugged and kissed in that kind of sense. Soon, though. Very soon.
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: 1. a billion dollars 2. teleporting machine 3. way more confidence 4. a diploma in Physical Therapy
Name Four Scents You Love: 1. old spice aqua reef on Charles<3 2. Charles' musty fafa 3. rain water 4. the smell of early morning air coming from the beach after stepping out from the Guam airport
Name Four Things You Did Today: 1. brush my teeth (twice :D) 2. study 3. sing 4. laugh
What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? -the body build should be around the middle and not the extremes -his smile -the way he walks/carries himself
What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? clean but not metro clean with an urban kind of style
What is the usual age range you look at? around my age
What traits turn you off? someone who's cocky, impatient, insensitive, narrow-minded, and especially someone who takes his relationship for granted.
What are the positive points about being single? single people don't have to go through the trials of being in a relationship- (fighting, depression after the fight, getting distracted because of that depression, hurting without that person, etc.)
What are the negative points about being single? although the above may be true, I feel like it's better to experience hardships with someone than to be stress-free and go through life alone.
How well do you handle rejection? not well at all just because I rarely encounter it. so when it does happen, it takes a very long time for me to get over the situation .
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad? it's good to make time for your significant other, and it's just as good to give each other space once in awhile. so time spent together and apart should be more or less equal.
How do you prefer to handle disagreements? lay everything out on the table
How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won’t tell you why? frustrated and helpless because I have no one else to talk to about it. I'd usually go to my best friend, but he's the same person.
Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? yees.
How do you feel about long-distance relationships? as long as there's trust and good communication, the relationship will work. faith also plays huge role.
In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? I say, pretty important. though, street smart > book smart
In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? very
What was your first kiss like? ehh
When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? gasp now that I think about it, I think I do..
Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? I thought it was going to be a serious thing..
